Ghost

loosen up my buttons babe ;D

i need to find myself. 

for once,
I felt
whole again.

the way
you held my hand
for the first time
i want it
i want to feel
the wholeness in my hands again
i want the rush of
endorphins
and your soft lips
on the back of my neck again
and your hands
holding my delicate waistline
with precision.

-savira ravianne

I can’t help but to whisper
and stare
in my melancholy state
wishing
for answers
and asking why
how I’ve
damned myself
when
I see,
I see that it is the darkest
before dawn
and I think
I have found
dawn
but am too afraid
to let go
of the night.

-savira ravianne


when you hold on to me 

i feel this tingling sensation 

that spirals up and down 

my spine 

how electrifying it feels 

to be touched and

to be loved 

by your hands 

to be kissed 

on the very hollow 

of my neck 

to have you

up against me 

back and forth again

-savira ravianne

i’m excited to be starting a wordpress (as for now, hopefully I’ll have my own name as a domain in a future website later, but for now..) 

I really want to blog about my adventures - 

I’m heading to Europe this summer and I am very blessed and excited

:) tumblr is for when i need to rant, while wordpress is more professional side of me lol. 

mondae // june 2nd 2014.

when you know your value,  you don’t have to beg people to be with you, spend time with you, or to love you. be confident in you. everyone can’t afford the luxury of your friendship.

i showed love to you, you ripped out my heart out.
and you stepped on it, i picked up the pieces before you swept on it.
Goddamn this shit leaves a mess, doesn’t it?
but first I shall digress on it. 
wasn’t I a good queen?
…well maybe too much of good thing. 
didn’t I spoil you?
me or her, what are you loyal to?
i gave you my loyalty, made you royalty 
gave you royalties 
took care of you 
and this is how you rewarding me,
damn. 

i showed love to you, you ripped out my heart out.

and you stepped on it, i picked up the pieces before you swept on it.

Goddamn this shit leaves a mess, doesn’t it?

but first I shall digress on it. 

wasn’t I a good queen?

…well maybe too much of good thing. 

didn’t I spoil you?

me or her, what are you loyal to?

i gave you my loyalty, made you royalty 

gave you royalties 

took care of you 

and this is how you rewarding me,

damn. 

a [love] letter to myself.

did everything betray you? even the rain you love so much made rust out of your jewelry? i forgive you, soft spoken girl speaking with fake brash voice, fooling no one.

but, i forgive you, girl, who tallied stretch marks into reasons why no one should get close.
i forgive you, silly girl, sweet breath, decent by default. i forgive you for being afraid.

i see you, tender even on your hardest days. i forgive you, for him lying to you. for him omitting things. you still love and care for him so much.
your body, your mouth, your heart, made specifically for loving.

i forgive you, for the cruel friends.
especially for that one time you said ‘i fucking give up, it’s not worth it’. you were just pretending, weren’t you? i know you didn’t mean that.

perishable goods, fading out slowly, little human, i wouldn’t want to be in a world where you don’t exist.

this is the kind of motivation I really need right about now.

this is the kind of motivation I really need right about now.

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