saturdae// october 1st 2011.
in the earlier entries, i was angry, frustrated, and upset and i had the right to be.
don’t waste my time and i won’t waste yours.
i see the progress. i see the effort. i see you want to change for better.
i believe in you. i have faith in you. i trust you. i will work with you. relationships are not easy but i’m willing to take the risk with you.
because i want [to love] you [hopefully one day].
you hold a part of me that i’ve kept for so long - so fragile , so easily ricocheted.
please take care of my heart. because sometimes i feel like you just leave it on the floor, sitting there beating all alone. you may not realize it, but it does hurt.
i accept for who you are - no matter how hard it may be and sometimes things are unfair for me. but i try not to let that phase me. i always forgive you everytime you ask.
but alas, i may be flawed as well. i try to be the best girlfriend i could be with you. sometimes i feel like i’m never good enough for you but i always try to please you in every way. if there’s anything you want to criticize me about, please don’t be afraid to tell me…
don’t worry, we’ll work together.
it’s been 8 months baby - thank you for showing me your appreciation, taking me out on dates, listening to me. thank you for working with my crankyness, my sensitivityness, my weirdness, my sadness, my loudness. thank you for being such a great boyfriend<3
please don’t let me down.